Since I came to India, I haven't had any aim in my mind. I attended classes in T.T.S and there I studied for three years. After the first two years, my mind changed in a positive way. I found out something from my school mates. I have got a chief goal in my life now. My aim is to be a compassionate person. I really want to accomplish my aim in this life. If I can't accomplish it, then I won't be happy in my whole life.
I would like to share my true feelings on this topic. When I was in T.T.S I didn't know exactly the meaning of compassion, love and patience. While I was in the beginner class, one day suddenly someone hit my head. Actually, he wasn't serious. However, I was angry with him, and I just stood up ready to fight him. Everybody looked at me but I wasn't why to behave that way in front of them. Moreover, I showed them a long face. After that, I didn't have any friends in the class. I was lonely and isolated. Then I felt really sad. I didn't want to stay in T.T.S. One day my table mate called me outside. He understood a little bit about my feelings. Then he gave me some advice and told me the meaning of compassion, love and patience. He said "If you lose compassion, love and patience, then you won't be happy." So you should practice compassion, love and patience every day. That's helpful to receive your suffering and misery. Then, I always practiced those things. One year later, I really overcame much of my suffering and misery. Most students liked
me again. I was so happy. Then I understood from that experience that the compassion, love and patience are very important in a short life. No matter what happens, I always want to accomplish my main goal. Although I practice compassion, still I am not fully compassionate person. I will pay more and more attention to my main goal. I will never give up until I die.